for the first time i know, this is not who i am
Current mood: dumbfounded

oh hey guys. hows life? good good.  I'm writing this because I had a dream last night that made me wake up crying. It was the scariest I've had in awhile. And Elizabeth told me its good to write out my dreams...so here we go.  It started out I was running away from Patrick Stump. He was chasing me on this dark road and he had a freakin knife , he was going to kill me. While he was chasing me he was on a cell phone with Pete (cause Pete was his boss...Pete's the one who really wanted me dead) And he was telling him about how I was running. So I found my sisters house and ran in and asked if I could dial 911. And she was just like  k.   So I called and the operator was like.. Whats your emergency. and i said  I'm being followed someones trying to kill me!  And she was like who is it?  And i said well idk..  And she said   You have no clue at all? And i said.. well ok.. It's Patrick from Fall Out Boy.   Then I heard a buncha laughter and she hung up.    So then I was sitting in my sisters living room, thinking im safe there. Then Patrick knocks on the door.  My sister answers and freaks out because he's from FOB. And He's like come on Erica, we have to go. And i said NO im not going anywhere with you. Then he said... then I guess everyone here is gonna have to suffer.. and he looked at my little neices. So i decided to leave with him..  And my sister told me to stop being mean to Patrick. I mean WTF. the dude was trying to kill me. anyways, i started running again and ran to Clark, my school. I was ouside of the doors and patrick dissapeared and i was so happy. But then i looked in front of me and Pete was right there. I tried to get away, but for some reason I had to follow him.  We walked into the school and ran into my friend Elizabeth. She was all happy cuz it was Pete Wentz, I tried to tell her he was bad but she didnt believe me. So pete whispered in my ear that he was gonna have to kill her too. And i started begging him not too!! For some reason Elizabeth had on my clandestine hoodie, so i was like Pete! she has on the same hoodie as you, that has to count for something. But he didnt care. SO we walked way, and for some reason we ran into Mrs. Lane and she was telling pete about her literature class, and he looked genuinly interested. So i snuck away, and went into the hall. And patrick walked outta he janitors closet with a knife, and then I woke up. crying. I know thats stupid, but it was SO scary.

Somethings wrong with me, I've been having dreams about FOB and death. Like last night I dreamed Travis from GCH told me Pete was gonna kill himself. ... this has to mean something. Ill have to get Elizabeth to interperet. 

Anyways, I have tickets to Sleeping With Giants Tour ft. The Academy Is..  only 4 months! whooo!

And Panic! At The Disco sang a new song here's the lyrics.

true love isn't a fairy tale.
true love isn't make believe.
true love like ours is worth so much more than a diamond ring 

hmm good? y/n?

SANTI